I don't think I know the answer, but somehow my head can't stop thinking. It's feel like I'm searching for something but don't know what and why. I used to have that kind of dream, but everything just shattered in the blink of an eye. Did I'm going crazy? No, it's just feel that I don't care about anything anymore, even if I'm alive or die, even if I die, no one would weeping on my grave, I'm just like yesterday boy who come and gone. I'm weak, yeah I know that, even to keep myself awake it hurt my head so much. Then what else, yeah, what else..