I know, I'm just a stupid boy looking for some affection. I never know why I'm become like this, maybe some jealousy of everyone have something like that, or maybe I'm just feeling lonely, I don't know. Every girl that could make me fall for always ended up with someone else. But there is this girl that I adore for the moment I stepped in this university, that I like, I love, and I care so much, and I don't know why I don't really want to be with her, cause I don't want her disappear from my life. After this 5 years I ended up satisfied being around her, I don't want her to notice my feeling toward her. I'm always think to myself It's not today not in several day, month, or even years. I'm still not good enough for her, I still have a long way to go if I want to be with her. So I kept telling myself, when the time is right when I'm already on her league, and she's still single, on that's time I will erase all my doubt, step toward her, and tell her what I really feel. And if that's happen I believe she's the one that I'm always looking for, and if not then my journey isn't over and she will always be the girl that I adore for.
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