Tuesday, 14 December 2021

Truth and Love

Time pointing at 2 p.m
Yet here I am sitting alone
Too tired to sleep
Just keeping my mind steady
And yet
I am still thinking about you
That time seem don't want to stop for me
Lost while trying to peek into your heart
Now I lost empty and stranded
With no feeling nowhere to be found
I thought, I won't sing the same sad song, twice
But this kind of emotion, 
like to play in repeat within my mind
So please, just once
Let me hear the song of your heart
While looking at your face full of love
I really want to hear it
I am so badly want to understand it
Become I knew I was never wrong about you

No matter how loneliness killing me slowly
Or how badly my disease corrupting my body
I am still believe
I will see you again
Maybe not in this time, 
Maybe in another life, 
After all, it's just like what I always hope for
I won't ever lose you this way
I don't need any reason to love right? 
Because I won't ever able to convince you
And yeah, 
I will eventually become your memories
I am smiling yet it so damn hurt
Even my tear could look this bright
So please, just once
Let me hear the song of your heart
While looking at your face full of love
I really want to hear it
I am so badly want to understand 
Even though there's someone else
Which you staring so deeply right now

Let me hear it, the song of your love, 
So I can look what love really is
And I could once more believe
That this love song is real
And I swear
I am already accepting my past
No matter what memories and regret
I swallow it all as a whole 

Now, I tried to sing my own love song
So It will remind me of you
Even though there's someone else
Which you staring so deeply right now
But my love song won't end
Because I had met you
That's the truth and love