It's been two years since I live in this town, and I don't know how to describe it, but there's always been unsettling feeling deep within my heart. I don't know what it is, this feeling of mine, growing stronger everyday, telling me somehow that I don't belong here. I thought, it was like a dream come true, but now, what dreams? 

All the motivation I had, goes into the thin air. I just trying my best to pass every day without any motivation at all. I feel like just a robot keep doing everything in repeat. Sometimes I feel like, I lost in the rift, so suffocating, so exhausting, did this kind of life worth of living? 

What is wrong with me? Am I tired? Emptiness is all I can feel, is all I can taste.