I beginning to dream again what my future may fold. Even I dare to think, someday I could conquer this city. That time I thought I won't change, yet I did.
Jakarta Isn't as cool as I thought it would be. Smart city with stupid mass make this city one huge mess. Road rage, traffic jam, polution, flood, and many more.
Thankfully I still able to keep my mind sane, I could still control my wild emotion intact. I won't able to do it if I was alone, somehow I got surrounded by nice people, a rational one at least. Even though sometimes I felt lonely but at least I had someone who would lent their ears just to listen all of my complaints. Yeah, I'm grateful.
And you know, someone asked me out, to be honest it was somehow make me happy, but I still can't give up the feeling that I have for someone. Someone who somehow make me the me right now, yeah maybe she doesn't even realize it but I am not giving up. One of this day, when I already reach all of my goal, I will properly face her, but right now I'm focusing on my goal, may God bless me.
So if I need to summarize this one years, I would say, well yeah, it's a hellish road, it wasn't an easy one, many tears might have fall, many mistake that I have made, but also it full of unexpected events that can bring out my smile, yeah I'm happy to be survive, let keep up the good for more years that yet to come.
